thanks for taking the time, ladies. it means a great deal to me to know you are here. i'm in survival mode, still! i'm exhausted. my darling father is still being tested. he's exhausted too! love to all of you and yours- cher
ladies - i'm sorry......i'm trying to fool myself and you. i'm trying to reach survival mode. my world is so black right now i see no direction out. even if i did see out what difference would it make - i would still be me. blah, blah, blah, blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
yesterday was a bad one. Amy my daughter of 8 years of age broke down last night because of all thats going on. she is a very strong soul. she has been picking me up all these long hurtful days. as i'm trying to pick her up and help her get through, all the things coming out of my mouth i truely felt were untruths. things like papa will be ok, the tension between my family is just stress from the situation, and on and on. It's all nonsense and garbage. i thought life was to be enjoyed, a treasured gift - what crap. ya know this is going nowhere good and i'm tired of being sad and depressing all the time. i guess i'm going to follow in some others footsteps and blog off - i say thank you to all who have tried to keep my hope alive but it is gone. May you all find and keep your happinesses.
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Love it, love it, love it!
Ah yes, In the Attic. I only ever saw a couple of them so never got the habit. I like her music, though.
Hoping you are ok, Cheryl. xx
I've blogged off for a bit Cheryl, but just dropping you a line to say I hope you are doing okay, dear. I'll be back soon. Keep the faith xxx
so pretty....
we're all here for you...
xx
thanks for taking the time, ladies.
it means a great deal to me to know you are here. i'm in survival mode, still! i'm exhausted. my darling father is still being tested. he's exhausted too!
love to all of you and yours-
cher
ladies - i'm sorry......i'm trying to fool myself and you. i'm trying to reach survival mode. my world is so black right now i see no direction out. even if i did see out what difference would it make - i would still be me. blah, blah, blah, blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
yesterday was a bad one. Amy my daughter of 8 years of age broke down last night because of all thats going on. she is a very strong soul. she has been picking me up all these long hurtful days. as i'm trying to pick her up and help her get through, all the things coming out of my mouth i truely felt were untruths. things like papa will be ok, the tension between my family is just stress from the situation, and on and on. It's all nonsense and garbage. i thought life was to be enjoyed, a treasured gift - what crap. ya know this is going nowhere good and i'm tired of being sad and depressing all the time. i guess i'm going to follow in some others footsteps and blog off -
i say thank you to all who have tried to keep my hope alive but it is gone. May you all find and keep your happinesses.
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